Afraid of Losing You

Afraid of Losing You

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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

The day you asked me

              On that day you gave me a call and asked for Computer science text of mine.. I was so happy that i can see you again after a couple of months.. that too it was Feb 12th or 13th... i thought let me give you that book on 14th of Feb..

               Finally the day awaited.. Feb 14th (Be fast navi be fast if not you can't meet her) i was before you in your bus stop & i was looking for you.. i saw you uffff!!! Gorgeous as-usual....  tusssssssssssss!!! my power down.. heart ka battery low ho raaha tha... am sure that you saw me.. but you acted like you didn't see me at all.. got into some other bus which will not go directly towards your college.. when i tried to get into that bus suddenly bus door got shut.. Shit!!! 

                But... I had decided however i should give that book to you and talk to you.. got into some other bus which will go at-least to next stop.. in next stop before this bus stop i got down ran to catch your bus finally got in... Yes i could see you now.. once again battery down!!!...

                Got down in some stop followed you and gave you that book which had a letter inside it.. with a poem written by me conveying my love towards you... you just took that book turned those pages i thought you will see that their itself... Thank god you didn't..

                Anyway it was reached to its destiny....

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Navi

LOVE at First Sight?? Bakwaas

                   The day I saw you.. you looked the same as every others around me you weren't special but a normal girl... i didn't feel somethings in me.. as they say in our Bollywood movies Love at first sight it didn't happen to me i took my time to confirm myself whether its love or Infatuation...

                    But on that day i felt YESSSSS am in love with you.. those days were horrible to me... vacations.. god!!! i was just thinking about you and you and just you... i started missing you.. i need you around me forever...

                   The damn feeling inside me i couldn't tell anyone or express those... was just waiting for the re-opening day of college.. Finally that day came.. When i saw you this time.. The voice came from inside as "Yes!! this girl was in my dream... she is the one who was disturbing my mind and soul.."



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Navi

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Just for you...

              Everyone in my home were going to Mysore and the date was 10th December and they told we'll be returning by 15th.. i was really confused whether to go with them or not.. Because it was first time they would be living me all alone in home.. it was very tough to decide whether i should stay here or go with them the main reason was your birthday on December 13th.

             God!! i finally decided to stay in home just for you... i wanted to give gift more then a gift i wanted to meet you. I lied my parents and uncle that i have training in my office so that i can't come with you now as that company was new for me i won't get leave also.. 

             Finally that day came which i was waiting for 13th of December.. i came down to meet you...You were looking great, just like an angel......  friends you know how much time i would have spent with her it was "3mins 28 seconds.." Great right??? i canceled my trip with my family just to meet her but.. got such a great time to spend with her... awesome...

            But still i don't want to blame her because she didn't ask me to meet her did she?? it was me who decided to meet her.. Finally i did that........... At last we exchanged my gifts and her cake.. came back happily... :)

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Navi

Me and Rain... In MEMORIES OF YOU

You thought me to get drenched in rain... before that i was the one who used to  just standing aside whenever it used to rain.. you told me how exciting it would be if we get drenched in rain.. Now i have added one more thing to this. Yes, that's having our favorite ice-cream. Recently I got fever and had been to doctor he asked me what you had last night i told him that i had ice cream when i was drenching in rain.. he was screaming at me you don't care about your health.. bloody health who needs this i need my girl.. with me forever and ever...

    I can't forgot that message.. that day you were going to home all alone drenching in rain but some lady called you and told not to go in rain like that and asked to stand with her till that rain stops...
when you messaged me this i was laughing out loud..  Well girl I am looking for you to hold my hand when am walking in rain........
 

BUT

    I walk alone whenever it rains... remembering you..
               JUST YOU..

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ನV

Monday, December 20, 2010

The day you came to my home

You have visited just twice to my home... YESSSSSS!!!!! OF-COURSE i was happier on first time...but not for the second... you know the reason second one was on my dad's funeral...Chalo forget that let me tell about first time...

    I was trying to feel comfort for you... especially with my mom... i was thinking she would be the one who will be with you most of the time once i marry you.... :(
    

    On that day it was some puja in my home i didn't invite anyone but instead said one of my friend to bring everyone to home.. He brought all most our gang with him.. everyone were scolding me for not inviting them... but you didn't even speak a word to me... once you entered home.. my heartbeats were high & i was on ninth planet... sooooooooo happy...... to see you...

     After puja session my mom asked all of them to have
.. I was looking to you how you would react by having our home lunch will it be adjusted or what??? but you had it.. i was relaxed(yes i was taking a lot of care about her).. you asked my mom for sambhar my mom couldn't hear that in fraction of seconds another friend screamed aunty she needs sambhar it-seems... My mom told you "You should be louder in our home if not No one can hear here..." i was seeing your reaction for that but you didn't react at all.. The only word you told was "Bye".. as every other friends said...



     "I miss you comeback to me....."


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ನV.....

Saturday, December 18, 2010

                On that day while messaging her i got a reply Naveen ನಿನ್  ತುಂಬಾ  ಒಳೆವನು .. GOD!!!! it was such a feeling like i had got distinction in mathematics(as am weak in maths).. on that day she had read my blog for first time and came to know how much i respect her and how do i treat her what all the feelings i have for her.. but chalo... she left Me or may be i left her... She needed friendship i needed Love..

               Everyone here knows that Girls use this word "friendship" to end "love" and we boys use to start it.... "ಬೇಕಿದ್ರೆ  ಫ್ರೆಂಡ್  ಆಗಿರ್ಥಿನಿ  ಲೈಫ್  ಕೊನೆವರಗೂ.." ಬೇಡ  ತಾಯಿ  friendship  ಅಂತ  ಹೇಳಿನೋಡಿ ಆಗುತ  ನಿಮಗೆ .. ಹು  ಅಂದ್ಬಿಡ್ತ್ಹಿರ  ಆದ್ರೆ ಮನಸಲ್ಲಿ  ಇದ್ದ ಫೀಲಿಂಗ್ಸ್  ರಗ್  ಹೊದ್ಕೊಂಡು  ಮಲಗ್  ಬಿಡುತ ಆಹ್??? ಅಥವ  ಅದೇನು ಯಾವ್ದೋ ದೊಡ್ಡ ರೋಗ  ಇರೋ  patient ಆಹ್ ?? ಇವತ್ಹೋ  ನಾಳೆನೋ ಸತ್ ಹೋಗ್ತಾರೆ ಅನೋಕ್ಕೆ???

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ನV