So Far So Good....??

I don't have words to explain
How sad am i

I don't have guts to see deep into your eyes
I feel so shy


Loneliness allows me to think

about you just about you


why do we fight

don't we understand each other


Am not romeo to have poison 

and prove how pure my love was
you are not juliet to follow the same
what i do...


Things were so good before you
just becoz i hadn't met you


am in dilemma whether
you hate me or u r in love


i don't need 
sharing and caring that always you do
just ask me how am i??





By
N@vi

DO i Love You??

What sort of title have i given to this posting.. I should have rethought about it.. but more than thinking about it i am thinking about those words u said to my friend.. as that u love me and you can't accept it just because u can't go against your parents and if you do so it will be a cheating.

After hearing to this really my respect towards you increased.. The only question i ask myself now is do i LOVE You?? or am i a Friend of you?? till now i haven't got answer for this. Don't know why whenever i want to make some important decisions i will have two options to confuse me even now..

When ever i call you i want to ask you this question.. But i don't have mouth to ask all these to you don't know why now a days when i call you i want to keep talking to you with out reasons for long time. I don't want to cut down your calls at all. 

Am i getting addicted to you?? Uff!! no answer.. what ever i ask myself i don't have answers for my questions.. i cant ask those to you because i don't want to loose you again and again and again.. It hurts a lot when you are not around me. 

at least i need your messages and your voice to regain my strengths... I think am not a friend of you i know you cant accept me as your lover but still I LOVE YOU my dream girl........ :) <3

BY
Navi..

After a BIG BREAKKKKKKK....

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! its very very very very very boring, irritating, non-sense, stupid, bakwaas, non-humorous, critical, jealous, idiotic, dumbful, meaningless life am living without you... i need you back in my life... i will promise alot to you... (**I don't even know whether i will complete all those..)
But, i will promise you
* i wont call you(till you ask to call) 
* i wont text you(till you text me) 
* i wont ask you to meet me(till you ask to meet)
* i wont give even a misscall 
* i wont ask you to recharge my cell 
* i wont scold you 
* i wont blame you 
* i wont propose you 
* i wont ask you to marry me
* i wont use thanks and sorry with you 
* i wont  
* i wont
* i wont
* i wont
* i wont


Fill whatever you want but i need you back in my life... Stop this speechless fight...


Come back...... soon....... I NEED YOU BACK.......


BY
N@\/!

Dussehra, You + Hospital..

            It was a happiest moment even in such a bad day of my life.. Dussehra.. You were in your native and me here in Bengaluru a famous kidney hospital to look over my dad.. Hmm.. he was admitted their because he had lost his two kidneys and was under dialysis and on that day he was very serious... You weren't having mobile at that time, i called your dad asking about you whether you have returned back or not, he told she hasn't come down yet she'll be coming after 2 days. But still, I wanted to wish you for festival, I wished your dad and disconnected the phone.

              Went in to see my dad again... i got a call it was you you you..... Hai Naveen, where are you happy Dussehra... Hai.. S...i(am Really Sorry Friends i have promised her that i wont publish her name in my blog) ammm!! in hospittal.. Happy Dussehra.. i am not going to celebrate this time.. why what happened ? who is in hospital are you alright?? yes am good but dad is not good he has been hospitalized... OH!!! am sorry... no no its ok when are coming back am missing you alot... soon ill be coming back to Bengaluru.. hey i called your dad he said that your still their in your native.. but suddenly you called me am happy.. idiot look out your dad first not my call ok.. bbye take care of your dad.. ill call you once i reach there... ya take care bye s...i miss you alot... 

Call got disconnected.. but i had recorded her voice to hear that... :)

Just a small misunderstanding
created alot of problems
but still
Heart is filled with your memories..
looking for your way.. Waiting for you..

BY

Navi

Are you AFRAID??...!!!

You were afraid of me...
whenever i was
speaking to you,
you weren't looking at me...
why?? 

are you afraid of me??
I am just in love
with you
i care alot
for you
i wont kill you
if you see me
when am talking to you.... 

You are afraid
to see me
deep into my eyes.. 

you are afraid
just because
you'll fall
in LOVE with me.. 

By

Navi

Blank.. Blank... Blank....

Blank message on my cell
My Mind is going blank
i can't remember you,
Your face..

You are not in the dream
am missing you
your smile,
your scoldings

Daydreaming about you
What you are doing
and forgetting :P
what i should do

Hearing to the
recorded voice of you
realizing my mistakes
looking into your
old messages

Missing you a lot
A voice of Broken heart
can't you hear that?
come back to me

the way you are coming
its still dark
i can't see you
My mind is
Still Blank
and Your way it's Dark...

--Navi