Job Opposite Your College

When I got Job opposite your college I was so happy atleast in this way I can see you, I was just waiting to see you everday whenever my bus was reaching your place, but i couldn't see you even once in a whole month and was disappointed till that 35th day in that new office, on that day asusually i got into bus and i was sleepy and slept off, but suddenly my hearbeat increased i opened my eyes i could see you in front row of my seat. Was it a dream or what i confirmed myself by slapping me hardly but it was true... you were standing right there in front.. God!!! such a great feeling i never had in my lifetime. I could feel my heart was pounding like anything. As you weren't speaking to me i wanted your attention i thought you havent seen me yet so started playing songs in my mobile loudly (those songs which we both like)... but you dint turn towards me it made me very sad.. i couldnt control this, after two to three days i was disturbed alot... i couldn't stay there as i was thinking  all the day about you and wasn't able to concentrate on my work i left that job.. :(      :-(  ..........................

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Breathless... for a second when you hold my hand

Question of the day was why do i love you so much?? Answer i too don't know but i know only this much whenever i see you ill be happy my heart beats much faster than ever, my lips starts to blushing, my eyes wont even blink, i want to see you more and more, fill in my eyes forever, I'll be something like statue.. i know you are not so beautiful but i fell for you.. don't ask a reason. I can give a thousands of reason for hating someone but..... not for love... your eyes may be gorgeous, may be your smile, or the way you talk..              uff!!! i don't know... but only thing i know is ill be happy if you are with me.. when you walked with me i wasn't in sense at all... i was flying in my dreamland.. i haven't heard all those what you had spoke to me.. i was thinking something else... wow how she speaks, what a smile she has!!!! & when you hold my hand for the first time(i know you don't remember) it was in wonder-la dated 24/5/2007..

we were in pool at that time, it was most happiest situation.. you hold my hand in such a way  like a child holding her mother's hand... The first time we spoke was on 21/8/2006 a direct proposal.. i dint even knew how you would react or you had a boyfriend by that time.. i got a greatest rejection and a offer to be a friend to you... crap!!!!!!!!!

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ಕನಸಲ್ಲಿ ಬಾರೆ

kanasali baare
omme rajakumari
kanasagiye ulisuve...
haari hoguva munna
e nanna praana jaari

ineshtu dura baruve??
saaku sakendaru
mugiyuthilla kanasu
bekendaga baruvudilla
e mugda kanasu

Bhaavanegalemba
deepakke belakaa kotvale
kanasugala kaiali hidodvle
mayada mayangane

jotheyalli baare
koneya baari
mugidu hoguthide
jeevanada daari

prithiya bagge
yelashtu thilidilla
kodovudara horathu
padeyuvudu gothilla

ninantha cheluveya
kanasallu kandilla
nijavagi ninna
yendendu mareyolla

Devara naama
dinakommeyu na
nudiyolla ninna
yochne kshnakkunu
mareyolla...

Yedeya prathi badithavu
pisuguduthide nin hesara
kanasli baare o nanna cheluve...
kansagiye ulisuve.....

--ನV

Hodalu Dura Huchhu Hudugi.. :(

ಹೋದೆಯ ಹುಚ್ಚು ಹುಡುಗಿ ನನ್ನ ಮನಸಲ್ಲಿ ನಿನ್ನ ನೆನಪುಗಳ ಬಿಟ್ಟು 

ಕನ್ನಸಲ್ಲು ನೆನಿಸಿರಲ್ಲಿಲ್ಲ ನನ್ನ ನಿನ್ನ ನಡುವಿನ ಅಂಥರವನು ಹೀಗೆ 

ಕಿಲೋ ಮೀಟರ್ ಗಳ ಲೆಕ್ಕದಲ್ಲೂ ಅಳಿಯಬಹುದೆಂದು 

ಕಡೆಗೂ ಕಾಣಿಸದೆ ಹೊರಟು ಹೊದೆಯಲ್ಲೇ 

ಮನಸಲ್ಲಿ ಹುಚ್ಚು ಆಸೆಗಳಿಗೆ ಕಿಚ್ಚ ಹೊತಿಸಿ 

ಇಂದು ಕಾಣದೆ ಮರೆಯದೆಯ??

ಆ ಕಿಚ್ಚು ಇಂದು ದಗ ದಗ್ಗನೆ ಉರಿಯುವ ಕಡ್ಗಿಚಾಗಿದೆ

ನಿನ್ನ ಭಾವನೆಗಳೆಂಬ ಮಳೆಗೆ ಕಾದಿದೆ......

ಮಾತುಗಳನು ಇಂದು ಮನಸಲ್ಲೇ 

ಕುಡಿಟಿರುವೆ ಮೌನವೇ ಹೆಚ್ಹಾಗಿ 

ಮಾತಾಡಿದೆ.....

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Nenapu.....

Manasillada manasalli
horatu hodalu

kanasilada kangalu
baadi hodavu
ninnondige nadeda
hejjegalu indu
kevala nenapagide

nennadida aa maleya
koreva chalige thabbi kulithadu
sheetha innu kadimeyagade
menasina anna thindadu
kevala nenape??

Yaru begane reppe
muchuvarendu obbaranobaru
nodutha aatava marethu
kulthidu nenape??
hudugi??

ninna dariya kayutha
kulithadavange nepa heli
nagisithidadu nenape??
indu adella nenape....

gattimelavendu heluvavaregu
ne nanodinge baruve
yembudu mathrave brahmeye..
ne nanna nodalagade
thale thagisidu indu
nenape... chendada hudugi
ne nenapagiye ulede...

Nan e balali ne
shashwathavada nenape...

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ನV

Yake?

Avlu nange Yavaglu kelthaane irthidlu ne yake ashtu durada yochne madthiya antha??

Aadre sath hogthini antha confirm agi rail halige thale kottirovngu kuda  railu ashtu duradalli bartha ide andaga aguthalla aa ondu digilu.......... haage ne nange sigolla bere yarno maduve agi hogthiya annodu nenskondaglu nanna manasalu anthade ondu bhavane iruthe hudgi... :( ninge nijavada premada artha gothidiyo ilvo adre adanna na kalsikoduva prayathna madtha iddini huchhi neenu nan class na yavaglu miss madthiya ninge friend agi mathra beku e hudga adre nange ne sangathiyagi konevaregu beku kane..... idanna innu yava rithili helbeko aa devrge gothagbeku..  yeshtu jaasthi care madthivo ashte jaasthi preethi agtha hoguthe adu kadime agolla........ 

ನV

Ninna aa ondu maathu

Ninna aa ondu maathigagi huchananthe 4 varsha kaade adre neenu ninna haata na sadisi bitte na nin yeduru sothu bitte. Nanna kanasugalige nanna kai indaa ne kolli idiside... mathu mathu mathu..... aa ninna mathugala kelalu ninna snehithananthe natiside naanu,  sadyave "gelathi" yendu ninna opalu?? agadu yendendigu adu...... "prithige mathondu hesaru novembuda nirupisibitte hudugi".. ninna sanihake banda odaneye iwathigu nanna yedeyali digilide.... bhayavide ne opidare aguva santhoshaventhadu yendu ninge alla nangu thilidilla... adannu nenasikondare nange aguva anubhavavanu hege helali ninge naanu well adaru adakke ondu padagala jodaane madalu prayathnisuve kelu.... thaayi maguvige janma koduvaga aa ondu novinaalu beeruva kiru nageyanthadu aa nanna anubhava... ninge yen heludru artha agolla bidu nan kharma.. :( :( :( :( :(

Yendendigu Ninnavanaga Bhayasuva 

ನv...

My last words on her marriage

Avla maduve antha nangenu bejaar illa.. athva avlu nanna maduve agtha illa anthanu bejaar illa adre bejar irodu onde ondu vishyakke avla pakka avlna suite ago antha hudgana badlu bere yarno thandu nilsidare antha and mansali iro prithina horgade helkolde ishtu varsha muchitkonde idale antha adru nange yenu bejar illa avlu santhoshavagidini antha helkotha idre nange nan kuda santhoshavage idini antha anstha iruthe adre mansali e nimma frnd yavatho sath hogirthane mannu madodonde baaki annodanthu yavathgu sathya.. yeshtella heludru avlge avlde hata antha admele na kuda nan lyf nalli avlu nange beda nange sari hondalla antha avlna dura madokke try madide adre maribeku ankondvre nenpagi nenpagi kadthare.. yeshto try madbitte naanu bitbidbeku antha avlge.. adre kelthivalla agthilla e pain na nan kai inda thadokolokke athbidona baddi magandu kaneeru kuda barolla thu.. nam hutte ishtagoythappa.. Avlge naanu frnd agi beku antha andlu sari kone kone nalli adakku try madbitte adre e mansu opbekalla neeve heli iwaga nimge amma antha irovru ond dina bandu na ninge swantha thaayi alla saaku thaayi kanda nim amma bere idare andru kuda nimge thaayi antha ansodu ivra athva avra?? heli?? ade rithili iwathu ivlna na lover antha treat madida mele mathe hege frnd antha treat madli?? idu sadyana adre avlu kelodu yavglu onde question naanu iwaga ninge frnda?? frndah frndah?? illa andre mathadsolla nange nan mansalli irodnella helokolkke agodu agtha iddidu ibra hatra mathra ondu nam thande iwaga avru illa mathondu ivlu.. iwathu ivlu kuda illa ankoli nan palige yarno maduve agtha idale hucchu hudgi.. na yeshto helide ninna maduve agovna ne nodu irolla avna jothe hege life na lead madthiya antha adre nam parents ge satisfaction kodbeku antha heludlu na beda anlilla adre nanna maduve agthirthidre avra parents ge satisfy agtha irlillveno... avla mansige hage ansida mele naa yenu madli?? iwathu kade antha ansuthe na ivlna nododu adre ond anthu sathya naale dina ivlu bandu nan husband sari illa nana bitbitaa andru kuda na ivlna maduve agthini yavathgu kai bidolla idu nijvada prema.. not fake........ iwathgu yavathgu heege iruthe yene heli thumba novaguthe heege kanmunde nan hudgina bere hudga obba maduve agtha idre.... yava lovers gu intha paadu beda yelar love kuda success agli.. adre frnds love mado munche aa hudgige ishta idiya ilva antha thilkoli ashtu hothige nim mansu kothi thara agidre aa hudgi khanditha nimna opodilla.. nim mansana hathoti nalli itkoli.............