Afraid of Losing You

Afraid of Losing You

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Monday, November 29, 2010

Job Opposite Your College

When I got Job opposite your college I was so happy atleast in this way I can see you, I was just waiting to see you everday whenever my bus was reaching your place, but i couldn't see you even once in a whole month and was disappointed till that 35th day in that new office, on that day asusually i got into bus and i was sleepy and slept off, but suddenly my hearbeat increased i opened my eyes i could see you in front row of my seat. Was it a dream or what i confirmed myself by slapping me hardly but it was true... you were standing right there in front.. God!!! such a great feeling i never had in my lifetime. I could feel my heart was pounding like anything. As you weren't speaking to me i wanted your attention i thought you havent seen me yet so started playing songs in my mobile loudly (those songs which we both like)... but you dint turn towards me it made me very sad.. i couldnt control this, after two to three days i was disturbed alot... i couldn't stay there as i was thinking  all the day about you and wasn't able to concentrate on my work i left that job.. :(      :-(  ..........................


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ನV

Breathless... for a second when you hold my hand

Question of the day was why do i love you so much?? Answer i too don't know but i know only this much whenever i see you ill be happy my heart beats much faster than ever, my lips starts to blushing, my eyes wont even blink, i want to see you more and more, fill in my eyes forever, I'll be something like statue.. i know you are not so beautiful but i fell for you.. don't ask a reason. I can give a thousands of reason for hating someone but..... not for love... your eyes may be gorgeous, may be your smile, or the way you talk..              uff!!! i don't know... but only thing i know is ill be happy if you are with me.. when you walked with me i wasn't in sense at all... i was flying in my dreamland.. i haven't heard all those what you had spoke to me.. i was thinking something else... wow how she speaks, what a smile she has!!!! & when you hold my hand for the first time(i know you don't remember) it was in wonder-la dated 24/5/2007..


we were in pool at that time, it was most happiest situation.. you hold my hand in such a way  like a child holding her mother's hand... The first time we spoke was on 21/8/2006 a direct proposal.. i dint even knew how you would react or you had a boyfriend by that time.. i got a greatest rejection and a offer to be a friend to you... crap!!!!!!!!!

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ನV

Monday, November 22, 2010

ಕನಸಲ್ಲಿ ಬಾರೆ

kanasali baare
omme rajakumari
kanasagiye ulisuve...
haari hoguva munna
e nanna praana jaari

ineshtu dura baruve??
saaku sakendaru
mugiyuthilla kanasu
bekendaga baruvudilla
e mugda kanasu

Bhaavanegalemba
deepakke belakaa kotvale
kanasugala kaiali hidodvle
mayada mayangane

jotheyalli baare
koneya baari
mugidu hoguthide
jeevanada daari

prithiya bagge
yelashtu thilidilla
kodovudara horathu
padeyuvudu gothilla

ninantha cheluveya
kanasallu kandilla
nijavagi ninna
yendendu mareyolla

Devara naama
dinakommeyu na
nudiyolla ninna
yochne kshnakkunu
mareyolla...

Yedeya prathi badithavu
pisuguduthide nin hesara
kanasli baare o nanna cheluve...
kansagiye ulisuve.....


--ನV

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Hodalu Dura Huchhu Hudugi.. :(

ಹೋದೆಯ ಹುಚ್ಚು ಹುಡುಗಿ ನನ್ನ ಮನಸಲ್ಲಿ ನಿನ್ನ ನೆನಪುಗಳ ಬಿಟ್ಟು 
ಕನ್ನಸಲ್ಲು ನೆನಿಸಿರಲ್ಲಿಲ್ಲ ನನ್ನ ನಿನ್ನ ನಡುವಿನ ಅಂಥರವನು ಹೀಗೆ 
ಕಿಲೋ ಮೀಟರ್ ಗಳ ಲೆಕ್ಕದಲ್ಲೂ ಅಳಿಯಬಹುದೆಂದು 
ಕಡೆಗೂ ಕಾಣಿಸದೆ ಹೊರಟು ಹೊದೆಯಲ್ಲೇ 

ಮನಸಲ್ಲಿ ಹುಚ್ಚು ಆಸೆಗಳಿಗೆ ಕಿಚ್ಚ ಹೊತಿಸಿ 
ಇಂದು ಕಾಣದೆ ಮರೆಯದೆಯ??
ಆ ಕಿಚ್ಚು ಇಂದು ದಗ ದಗ್ಗನೆ ಉರಿಯುವ ಕಡ್ಗಿಚಾಗಿದೆ
ನಿನ್ನ ಭಾವನೆಗಳೆಂಬ ಮಳೆಗೆ ಕಾದಿದೆ......

ಮಾತುಗಳನು ಇಂದು ಮನಸಲ್ಲೇ 
ಕುಡಿಟಿರುವೆ ಮೌನವೇ ಹೆಚ್ಹಾಗಿ 
ಮಾತಾಡಿದೆ.....

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ನV