Yes
Finally it was her marriage.
Thought I would be writing it so emotionally to end this blog
postings. Things weren't same, I didn't feel whatever i had thought i
would.
It was 2/19 7:00PM I called one of my friends asked whether he
would like to attend her reception with me and he answered yes. Well I made up
my mind to be strong and shouldn't have tear in my eyes.
As per plan I went near marriage hall saw name hoarding S...i weds
Anil Kumar and went back to gift shop to purchase a gift accompanied by another
friend who wasn't attending reception.
Finally bought a gift to her headed back to marriage hall by that
time the other friend who had said he will be joining was waiting for me
outside banquet hall.
I parked my vehicle there and said him what i had purchased for
her. We were about to enter hall, my eyes was searching for my other friends
unfortunately I didn't find any.
We both sat for while watching here and there finally i asked him
shall we go towards stage and give her gift, he said yes let's go.
When we were next to meet her I handed my phone to a near-by guy
and asked to take a snap, I saw her and her eyes had the same shine. Her eyes
asked me "Oh!! You came" and in return I answered "Yes"
through my eyes.
Handed the gift I had bought to her and she introduced her
"would be(next day)" to me and my friend, he dint even say HI.. never
mind, I stood beside her and smiled towards my camera.
Thought I would be feeling a lot of pain when i attend her
reception but surprisingly it wasn't. I didn't have a high heartbeat on that
day when I saw her. I didn't have a tear in my eye nor I felt bad that she is
leaving me.
Was this all I had ? Was this Love? Or was all my feelings dead?
Or it was because I had made up my mind to be strong!!! - Haven't found answer
so far! :(
OH oh oh!!! Hold on...
FYI this is not last post for this blog.. I have much more to
write ;)
